I just realize im slacking right in front of my computer when i have like,my chinese and E maths homework not done.And here i am going:"Why am i typing all this crap that i already know when i am not even touching my homework?"Okay,fine,this is digressing...Now that i have procrastinate so much i have no idea what to do next sia...Oh yeah,Wei Ming and the cell bought for me my bible,so grateful guys,thanks a lot for getting me my bible.Pity i couldn't get to join the rest for cell yesterday cuz my dad+aunt asked me to go my grandparent's place.And when i reached there,the atmostphere is so,like its a execution ground,grrrh,scary...Then when we came back my dad was like:"Zachary,go out for a while,i need to speak to the tenants."Huh?What?Then when i went back in,my tenants were like going:"Hey zack,we're leaving soon."Huh?What the heck?After much interrogation,turns out my dad wants the three of them to move out.After hearing that,i really wanted to just ask my dad whats going on but they said:"Don't go confront your dad,we're fine with the arrangements."I felt really depressed then,the three of them have lived with me for more then a year and now suddenly they have to move out.I really couldn't accept it,to many thoughts running through my head,then i heard a small part of my say:"Pray to god,pray to the lord."And i bowed down my head and prayed,and i prayed like mad,from deep within my heart begging the lord to show me a miracle,to let them stay.And after showering,i asked my dad why did he wanted them to move out,and he told me it was adult stuff,that i shouldn't interfere.I was seriously mad,he still treats me like a kid even though im now a young adult,and i started arguing with him,but he told me he will tell me when the time comes,and i went:"Thats what you always say,but in the end you never tell me anything."And after that i went back to my room,hating myself for being so weak,so incapable of doing anything.And maybe i should stop posting for today finish my homework...Ciao.
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